So apparently Colleen thinks I'm moving out because she posted an angry blog about me on myspace, which isn't why I'm moving out at all. I seriously don't know where she got that idea from. That happened days ago and didn't even factor in the choice to move out. I responded accordingly to her post and from the sign off it was clear that we were still friends. I tried calling and messaging her multiple times, but it's become quite obvious that she doesn't want to talk to me and rather than live in awkwardness like we did with Fritz, I just chose to leave.
I mean, I know she has problems with confrontation, but what kind of best friend chooses to not only run away, but not tell you, then decides that rather than talk and work out any problems, just hides out and waits for the friendship to dissolve? That was the clincher. I was originally going to move out cause I've heard multiply times that living with friends is a bad idea(I now find this completely true, good job Cam on getting out early). I really didn't want to live with her anymore as she'd become so bossy about the house that I didn't really feel like it was my home, but I thought I'd move out and we could work on our friendship, but then everything else happened so the move out became a lot more traumatizing.
So I've moved on to the anger stage, though I don't actually feel all that angry, just mildly pissed. Are there stages for a fucked up friendship or is that just for death?
Obviously there's more to it than this, but this is all I'm up to writing for now. I wasn't going to post this, but then I remembered all my LJ friends who live for the drama and thought, why not? Also, I have to say that the 3 am call was so great. I love you.